restart on repeat

Fell out of bed with the promise to eat better this time
I will stop moaning to drink more coffee
Just like every day every year I vow to myself what I am incapable to keep
Standing in line tingling with impatience
Did someone already think of me?
Never check the phone first thing in the morning, how good that I open my eyes first
Only getting out when the sun is down
Telling myself next time’s gonna get better
Quit smoking, my friends are laughing at me
My mailbox is exploding with offers and challenges for my wealth and and well being
Believe it or not but I will do
Everything better from now on, it’s just a different mindset that I need no need to push anything else
What a good idea to start these days with a nap
Everyday I hope the next day is the new beginning I am looking for