melting – poem

bubbles in my head my face about to melt what do I remember from the dreams I had keep me distracted flash up on the canvas strawberries in my face chocolate toes while I’m running from a boat I’ll keep you updated, get well soon they talk while my head explodes and my body screams…

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sun-dried hearts

the panic attack I had it was because of you it was because I thought we don’t have any future next to all the love and all the care we show & give to each other it is a mountain between us a cliff between us and I cannot reach your hand where have gone…

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About right decisions and gap time

„I feel like this is not what I want. I don’t feel it. I don’t feel what I am doing is right.“ A friend of mine called me after skipped the station for university. Instead he stayed in the train and got out at a lake. „This does not feel like I wanted it to.“…

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what brought you so far – poem

you have red paint on your face  & i wonder what brought you so far  to abandon the place you  called home for so long  all the waste & worries  you can leave them at the entrance  the deep shit that still stuck inside  let’s burry it together  the nights with soft light  & paintings…

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messages from memories – poem

you are the mirror of the moon behind the glitter of images  knowing that when i look up to  dazed i am  to miss your voice  you know how much  you are  in the nights i wished  to sleep with your whisper inside  my ear  those days you call me  just to say how a…

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midnight walks

i call you back  with strings detached the street lamps burn  so the mosquitos & moths  Can come  to see & follow the light  looking for  my toes in front of the  deep blue sky  i count my blessings  & how many days are left for  another life to live  yet i know how much …

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inside a buzzing stovetop

we are lost in the heat of the city between hooting cars & taxis  buzzing like people looking for a peaceful spot  on the edge of a kerbside  feeling the blues when  the sky fades in a shade of pink &  the colour of aperol spritz  fizzy & tired the day leaves by  full of…

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Hidden secrets of language learning& Greek

The saying learning a new language will broaden your horizon never really made sense to me. How could learning some vocabulary and grammar broaden anything but my level of confusion? Since I am learning Greek I do have the feeling that learning a language is more than just rehearsing words and their meaning. If you…

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– einmal freiheit –

ich hab nicht mal gemerkt wie die sonne unterging & gerade frage ich mich ob du auch an mich denkst ich gänseblümchen entrupfe & mir selbst beim atmen zuhöre der himmel ist so schön gerade schade, dass du ihn nicht sehen kannst ich höre worte verstehe die leute nicht sagen es ist bald zu gehen…

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