Pinafore_ poem

Lavished heart of yours makes me  shake like the windows in my room when the wind blows  Snow storms announce themselves  I’m blinded by the colour of your eyes and yet I am so calm  when I see you  My picture in your iris and I wonder what you think of me Like I always…

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restart on repeat

Fell out of bed with the promise to eat better this timeI will stop moaning to drink more coffeeJust like every day every year I vow to myself what I am incapable to keepStanding in line tingling with impatienceDid someone already think of me?Never check the phone first thing in the morning, how good that…

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crossword lines in night roads

Cutting pistachios  until midnight while  You drive home, loosing  The way that leads to. what  You want to be yours  Wonders keep us together  Do you believe in coincidences,  Because I never did before  My knife’s still sharp  Smooth my skin inside  I am lost in; warmth makes me dizzy  I feel so high you…

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melting – poem

bubbles in my head my face about to melt what do I remember from the dreams I had keep me distracted flash up on the canvas strawberries in my face chocolate toes while I’m running from a boat I’ll keep you updated, get well soon they talk while my head explodes and my body screams…

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sun-dried hearts

the panic attack I had it was because of you it was because I thought we don’t have any future next to all the love and all the care we show & give to each other it is a mountain between us a cliff between us and I cannot reach your hand where have gone…

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what brought you so far – poem

you have red paint on your face  & i wonder what brought you so far  to abandon the place you  called home for so long  all the waste & worries  you can leave them at the entrance  the deep shit that still stuck inside  let’s burry it together  the nights with soft light  & paintings…

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messages from memories – poem

you are the mirror of the moon behind the glitter of images  knowing that when i look up to  dazed i am  to miss your voice  you know how much  you are  in the nights i wished  to sleep with your whisper inside  my ear  those days you call me  just to say how a…

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midnight walks

i call you back  with strings detached the street lamps burn  so the mosquitos & moths  Can come  to see & follow the light  looking for  my toes in front of the  deep blue sky  i count my blessings  & how many days are left for  another life to live  yet i know how much …

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– einmal freiheit –

ich hab nicht mal gemerkt wie die sonne unterging & gerade frage ich mich ob du auch an mich denkst ich gänseblümchen entrupfe & mir selbst beim atmen zuhöre der himmel ist so schön gerade schade, dass du ihn nicht sehen kannst ich höre worte verstehe die leute nicht sagen es ist bald zu gehen…

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