white and dark _ poem

snow was fallingyou didn’t even look backwhile the street lightthrew over the darka kaleidoscope shatteredto our facesI thought we criedbecause of the icecold tears on your face I felt like cryingbecause of the scenerybut nothing I thought I love youbecause of the scenerybut nothing out loudjust the silence of the snow fallinglike me into uncertainty…

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restart on repeat

Fell out of bed with the promise to eat better this timeI will stop moaning to drink more coffeeJust like every day every year I vow to myself what I am incapable to keepStanding in line tingling with impatienceDid someone already think of me?Never check the phone first thing in the morning, how good that…

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crossword lines in night roads

Cutting pistachios  until midnight while  You drive home, loosing  The way that leads to. what  You want to be yours  Wonders keep us together  Do you believe in coincidences,  Because I never did before  My knife’s still sharp  Smooth my skin inside  I am lost in; warmth makes me dizzy  I feel so high you…

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– (not) to be played with

You see how fast I can make you  Sway from right to left  First left then right  Left again    Your lives as if  Of not more value than  A glance of my awareness  trigger curiosity enough to stop for a second longer than before  As if we are playing advertising of oneself  And please…

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About right decisions and gap time

„I feel like this is not what I want. I don’t feel it. I don’t feel what I am doing is right.“ A friend of mine called me after skipped the station for university. Instead he stayed in the train and got out at a lake. „This does not feel like I wanted it to.“…

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what brought you so far – poem

you have red paint on your face  & i wonder what brought you so far  to abandon the place you  called home for so long  all the waste & worries  you can leave them at the entrance  the deep shit that still stuck inside  let’s burry it together  the nights with soft light  & paintings…

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sense of belonging – poem

I know your voice, it sounds so tenderI feel music from your tongueThe way you say each word &Wait for me to fill up with suspenseWhile I watch around the streets& thinkWe might see the same side of the moonJust with a different scenery You laugh when I tellI’d like to see you danceWe would…

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Escape your own cage & read Untamed

The reason I am not posting Book Reviews that often is not because I don’t read. Or at least consume words and literature. We all do, hopefully in some ways but dedicating your time to a book may seem challenging nowadays as there seems to be less time. We assume so. We just have different…

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How Language Changes Us

It’s such a difference if I say, I am eating a spread from saved vegetables than if I’d say it’s spread with vegetables that had gone bad.  You feel like a hero, eating saved vegetables, huh?, I say to my friend and indeed a single world can change a whole perspective. What can we say…

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Are you attached to your heart?

I mean, the total worth of it, was one thousand euros maybe. He shrugged and my mouth felt open. I wasn’t prepared for this amount of carelessness. „But what could there be in of real value?” My friend said as he saw my reaction. He might be right, I thought because we often mistake what…

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